Hello s00pcan.
Whereas I do not harbour any ill intent towards you, I do not believe you should be posting here. I'll go out on a limb and represent the official moderator line in saying that the services provided in this forum, from posting and recieving critique down to general chatting are not open to you, specifically. I am not interested in internet drama, hopefully you are not also after having witnessed it firsthand, so I hope you'll take all this in good stride and carry on. It's very nice of you to realize that what you did severily inconvinienced a whole community, and I'm sure the appropriate people appreciate your apology and accept it. You've made your point, people change, they realize their mistakes and so on, but also actions often lead to lasting repercussions. This I feel is important to stress, in this case is the repercussion that you are not welcome on this board.
Thread locked. If you have any issue with this, please take it to pms with me or Pep or any other moderator.