Worst day ever... Just as I felt like I was starting to feel confident in myself, this is what happened:
I start the day off by waking up early and getting ready quickly, gung ho about having a productive day and doing things on my own, BUT
I started by backing into my dad's fiancee's car after I remember my left arm was sprained and couldn't turn the wheel, breaking off the mirror and scraping the paint on the side.
Then I try to look for the hospital and can't find it so drive around too long but finally find it. I get 3 shots and begin my travel to my college to drop off my health form.
Exasperated and freaking out about what I've done, I accidentally park in a reserved parking space as I drop off my form. I come back to my car 10 minutes later and the cops gave me a ticket.
Then a 2 hour drive back home on the highway as I reminisce on the day that basically ruined my confidence again....
And my dad won't answer the phone so I can tell him all of this, and I have lunch with the person I have immense feelings for tomorrow, though I haven't had lunch with anyone in like 6 years.