But you can do that in clear-ish language and form -- in fact that's what lot of philosophy and occultry is doing. Meanings are hard enough, you don't really have to work extra for it.
The way you do it is with this affected kind of internetalk, mispellings left in, sentence fragments, seeming disinterest in form with is intensely formalist in itself and which connotes well-established meanings to the internet denizen. And that meaning has nothing to do with clarity of message, it's a big 'look at me'. Not look at what I'm saying, but look at me. I can't be even bothered to format, but I've spent this amount of time very meticulously un-formatting my format. It's the equivallent of messy hairstyles that take two hours to get 'messy in the just right' way.
Which isn't a dealbreaker by itself. But then you throw in actual mania and the reaching between one sentence and another becomes waaay bigger, and the delusions of grandeur pop up, and the bursts of what looks like anger and you can totally justify whatever you write to yourself and your form completely, while the reader on the other end is getting a very different experience and they're evaluating even bothering to read what you have to say.
So if you want a following, if you want people to benefit from what you have to say, make the meanings as hard as you like, but make the format inviting to them. Can you do that? It's very difficult in itself, I'm not saying I can, but then again I don't want a following.