There was a point in my life when I could remember all the rules, and I never studied for any Calc. test. Studying for math just seems so...weird. Did anybody else feel this way? I mean, if it was history, or chemistry, I found myself studying to understand the point. But with math, it just clicked instantly. It's almost as if it was second nature.
However, I've took nearly a year off of college, and I must say, I don't feel like getting back on the saddle. I don't want to go back for computer science as my major, because I don't think my common sense is anywhere near the common mans, so having to come up with your own way to program was too hard for me. Java, my mortal enemy till death. Not to mention, ALL my memory of Calc equations and whatnot have disappeared off the cerebral plane of my brain. All other subjects, I can pick up on. It's simple. Just friggin' read, remember, and write your opinion. Very simple formula for most classes in college, especially History and English. But Math/Calc takes precision. Any small mistake, or misplaced negative integer can screw up the master plan. I can't believe I passed Calculus 2 with a 93! All I did was talk to this girl the whole time, during the lessons.
My favorite class in College was art. Didn't do much, but it was basically me and two others who always stole the spot light.(talent wasn't the factor, but moreover, we were with people who were taking the elective just for the free credit, hence their attitude of "I don't give a fluke, I just want this class to end already")
So now, I'm stuck with the resounding decision to go back to college, and get my life back on track. First things first, I need to choose a new major. But what? I'm only good at art, and I don't like jobs associated with math. The main reason I came to Dallas to live with my brother was to go to school at the Art Institute. But from the horror stories I've been told, not only by him, but many others also, I'm not so sure I can handle the debt I'll be in, if I decide to go. Screw it. With Art I'd rather study from life, and friends. I guess business is the best option for me for now. Maybe when I get my skills up, I can start turning up some cheap t-shirts or something. Or maybe even start a mini-mini-web site, dedicated to creating webisodes with my friends back home. Bah, I need to decide quick. Who knows, I may even accept a pixel art job for once, and get my feet wet.(I'm still a pixel-job virgin, ya know). This grey area is closing in on me. Any one have any suggestions towards a good major?(if you say law, I'm going to slap you...)