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Unpaid Work / Maki's False Assumptions
« on: November 28, 2014, 05:09:58 pm »
However, maki... I do not lie... it's not in my nature.
Second, why do you even care to look me up? Is the nature of a person based on his background history? If that is so, you would've found out that I am autistic asperger, and I do things at a round about way rather than most people would do. Why? Because I'm still LEARNING.
It is a very slow process for me to learn. Much slower than the average human. I am very sensitive, too, so I can't really take rumors or bad talk about me very well
Third, I don't know where your trying to get at, but for most people... or the average person, practice doesn't always make success. I've been doing this for 5 years in private due to not wanting my precious creature idea stolen and used by disney, or whatnot. That's why I haven't posted ANYTHING online yet, other than a few references. I will continue to NOT post anything online that pertains to my precious creatures in fear that the work gets stolen, misused, and abused. Those creatures are all I have left now, and I will cling onto them for dear life. If someone steals them and makes them something different, I will not have anything to live for anymore. I will be in infinite depression, and will 99% most likely commit suicide.
They are like my family. I know it sounds strange, but it's what my family left behind after they all died. They admired my idea and supported me the best they can with it... if still minutely. Now that they are all gone, it's all I have as a rememberal of them.
I hope you now understand why this game and these creatures are so important to me.
Now, finally, I did post one graphics on deviantart known as a feathered wing. I am having troubles getting it straight-on, flap, bend, fold, and that such because I don't really know the mechanism of those things and how they appear. Searching for images online doesn't really help because I don't know how to size it down to a tiny scale such as that.
I'm basically stuck. If I cannot see it for myself - the exact final product - I cannot learn. I have always been that way, and basically, I'm an old dog... and you cannot teach old dogs new tricks.
Second, why do you even care to look me up? Is the nature of a person based on his background history? If that is so, you would've found out that I am autistic asperger, and I do things at a round about way rather than most people would do. Why? Because I'm still LEARNING.
It is a very slow process for me to learn. Much slower than the average human. I am very sensitive, too, so I can't really take rumors or bad talk about me very well
Third, I don't know where your trying to get at, but for most people... or the average person, practice doesn't always make success. I've been doing this for 5 years in private due to not wanting my precious creature idea stolen and used by disney, or whatnot. That's why I haven't posted ANYTHING online yet, other than a few references. I will continue to NOT post anything online that pertains to my precious creatures in fear that the work gets stolen, misused, and abused. Those creatures are all I have left now, and I will cling onto them for dear life. If someone steals them and makes them something different, I will not have anything to live for anymore. I will be in infinite depression, and will 99% most likely commit suicide.
They are like my family. I know it sounds strange, but it's what my family left behind after they all died. They admired my idea and supported me the best they can with it... if still minutely. Now that they are all gone, it's all I have as a rememberal of them.
I hope you now understand why this game and these creatures are so important to me.
Now, finally, I did post one graphics on deviantart known as a feathered wing. I am having troubles getting it straight-on, flap, bend, fold, and that such because I don't really know the mechanism of those things and how they appear. Searching for images online doesn't really help because I don't know how to size it down to a tiny scale such as that.
I'm basically stuck. If I cannot see it for myself - the exact final product - I cannot learn. I have always been that way, and basically, I'm an old dog... and you cannot teach old dogs new tricks.